Aps- The Muddled Utopian

Love me for the sake of love, Not for the nomenclature I have... its given to me by someone else. Neither love me because of the smile I flash, when you come near... Nor due to the care I take of you my dear.. As Me thou is something different inside... It smiles at the first ray of light, It en-lights with the first rain drop.. "Me" is a cocoon shell thriving to turn a butterfly.. Your love will open my shell, Make me spread wings in the world..Be my sky Love me for what I am, for what I stand.. Love me not for reasons, love me all seasons... Love me for the sake of love...

It Comes to surface when I am alone, A reverie that takes me along.. to memories that are my life, those moments which make me alive.... A nostalgic feeling drives me crazy, I wanna be a baby, gonna be hazy.. Striving to get the toy that's not mine, thriving to sleep in Mom's lap and  fall in to dreams that shine... It was good to be a child, So protected, so safe, in the love and  care so mild... Don't know why we grow?, why we flow? Along the idiotic calculations of life, Which kills the innocence and purity of thy.. A prolonged mirage created of fake, Its an Osmosis that makes me shake.. But I love this home coming of mine, Which makes me nostalgic, united with what I am.. I feel sure..I feel fine..