Aps- The Muddled Utopian

Who were you before the world broke your heart into pieces? Who were you before you found out that human wore masks? Who were you before you realized there is way more out there than meets the eye? That gurl who went looking for wildflowers and fireflies in the dark... That gurl who colored outside the lines... That gurl who opened her heart to everyone without filters... That girl who dreamt like there is no tomorrow and laughed like no one's watching... Do you remember her?? Hell yeah, you do! She is still alive and kicking, underneath the layers of dust on the book, locked in that old trunk in the attic, hidden behind that old photo frame... That girl is YOU and YOU my dear are a rock of the desert, who shines like a diamond in the sunshine and sparkles like a pearl in the moonlight...

For me it'll always be you. The Rainbow in the  the storm, the silver lining on a cloudy day The one for Midnight calls, the one for endless talks. For me it'll always be you. Someone who reads my eyes, someone who shakes my brain The one who beats in my dreams, the one whom I long to meet For me it'll always be you. With you silence is the best language, With you laughter is the color of the day, With you time gets wings, with you my untold dreams come true For me it'll always be you. Never knew what a “soulmate” was, until you came and gave that word a meaning For me it'll always be you, Alex to my Marty .. Dedicated to @ispritualist :) 

I see her shivering in the empty corner, Is it the cold or lack of warmth in her I wonder !! People said she always walks with droopy shoulders, her spine is curved may be.. or may be she is carrying a bag of broken dreams I wonder !! She has lost her memory, society calls her mad.. I wonder, what if she doesn't have anything worth remembering !! She lacks maturity, behaves like a kid who never grew up "THEY SAY", I wonder, what if she doesn't know how to fake it !! Neighbors say she once used to rattle like a chatterbox, now not a word she utters, she is depressed they say.. I wonder, what if she doesn't find them worth taking to anymore !! They say her eyes are all dried, she never cries, I wonder, what if she doesn't have anything worth crying for !! Tears have value only if there is someone to wipe them, else they are just water droplets rolling from eyes.. Hugs are only worth the love someone has for you, Words only hold value of t...

It was never imagined...it was never dreamt off.... a confusion..a delusion...an unimaginable reality to be accepted off. Questions unanswered ..feelings unheard.... Me alone in the horizon .....Clutching the Orion, Crashing the bones .....Beats to be read. Just wonder am I asking for a mirage or am I dreaming of an Hallucination? Just wonder does it even matter? I know it gonna move on till the dark.... Its never gonna stop but leave the mark.... What if the rod u were leaning on gave away? What if the one which was right proved wrong?? An annahalition of fake ..just a some to take... U gonna be high on adrenalin gush...again u gonna rush... To blink again....to smile again....to dream again.. again....again.....n again...its gonna move on because, that's how life is..as ... It was never imagined...it was never dreamt off....